Goldfish

I hate those little crackers, yet I eat handfuls of them every chance I get. Why? Because they are there. I have to stop with the carbs, before I get more out of control. I did go to the gym yesterday. I even braved the trainer corner and did some ab work.
Tonight we have a big youth event called dare2share. LaRita and I are going and spending the night at church. She is very sick though, so we may miss. She will be devasted she has looked forward to this since she went last year. Also, her ticket was $60, so I will be bummed too. I, however, will be more than happy to sleep in my own bed tonight.
I have been having extreme pain in my left side right under my waist. I think it is ovarian cysts. I have had them before. Unfortuanatly, my appointment at the doctor isn't until the 23rd. The pain was so bad last night, I even dreamt about it. It is subsided right now. If it is still bad in a hour I am going to call the doctor. My regular gyno retired so I don't really have one right now. The appointment I have is with a doctor I haven't seen before.