Celebrity Rehab

People talk about food as an addiction. I know it is, and it is one that will kill you eventually. It is just hard to think of it in those terms when you are seeing people suffering withdrawals from meth, or alcohol. I am watching celebrity rehab, because I love all things rehab, celebrity and Dr. Drew. Maybe that is another problem all together. Is the fact that everyone eats, and you don't have to score on a street corner. Well, unless you get some of those Gus' Pretzels from the guys on the corner. Is that why it is so easy to pretend you don't have an abnormal relationship with food. Is that why I can pretend that I just like to eat, and not that I am doing it to mask something else. Some feeling or stress in my life? I don't know. It is hard, because I still have thoughts that this whole food addict thing is bs. I mean part of me feels like it is just an excuse I use to explain why I let myself get so obese. Is it just easier to say I am a food addict, than it is to say I am a lazy ass that loves to get my eat on? I talk to my friends who are normal weight, and they seem to feel like they have an abnormal relationship with food too. I know being my weight isn't healthy, but neither is looking like Posh Spice.