Friday, January 4, 2008

Crazy dog lady

I am an obsessive person. It is now, since my surgery, more clear to me how bad it is. I used to have food to focus on and now I don't. I have often said the only thing that kept my OCD in check was my ADD. That was only slightly a joke. Now, I feel like both are running rampant. My current obsession includes a new dog. I already have two big dogs in my tiny house, that is really not big enough for the people who live in it. I found a dog on craigslist that will be put down if not adopted by the 8th. What is a crazy dog lady to do? I am also obsessed with my new hobbies. Those include, this blog and crochet. I have made two blankets since Thanksgiving, and bought a ton of yarn, that I couldn't afford. I am so crazy sometimes in bed I convince myself I have to get up and pee, even if I don't. Once the thought is there I have to act on it. Even if I know I don't have to go. I wonder how many weight loss surgery people have these issues. I will have to talk about it at my support group. Another obsession. I love the group. Unfortunately I can't discuss particulars, because we agree to confidentiality. I have considered going to other support groups, just because I love them. I don't really need to go to AA. I just want to. Have I scared you off yet?

4 comments:

Wee3Kids said...

Man, I love you. LoLoLoL

Anonymous said...

Maybe you shouldn't go searching for dogs. They already just come to you. Also, I keep telling you; i know this family that has this boxer....

Anonymous said...

I would not take that boxer; I can bet the family it came from is more insane than you. But even with my anxiety I got a puppy for Christmas with 2 kids & a tiny match-box house. So I think we just love to torture ourselves.

Anonymous said...

i don't know who you are anonymous #2 but me and you, after school, little playground. we'll fight for the #1 christian title!