I went to the doctor

I saw my doctor today. My primary, not my surgeon. I am still feeling fatigued from the surgery, so he is doing some blood work. I should have the results by Monday at the latest. I also got a new anti-depressant. One the support group leader suggested. Luvox, it is for treatment of ocd.I hope it helps my obsessive thoughts. They seem to be worse since the surgery. I know they really aren't, it was just normal for me to obsess over food, now it is other things. I know it isn't normal, and I guess I did then too. I just didn't want to own up to it. It is nice going to the doctor and not wanting to sob on the scale. Not that I am happy with my weight now, but it is a damn sight better than it was before. My dad, God bless him, watched Gray and Collin for me. I was happy everyone survived. Well, I knew the boys would, but I had doubts about my dad. Then I made the brilliant decision to take them to the grocery store for soup. It was of course a nightmare. Those car carts may seem like a good idea, but really they suck. You can't really see what the kid in the car is doing so Gray feels free to shoplift. Then, I have to spend as much time putting back what he pilfered as I do shopping. I also decided to get organic milk for my family. I drink organic soy milk. I feel like I need too. On the other hand, I sort of feel like a sucker for buying into it. I also had to get these tiny little mini bananas. They were too cute to pass up. I love things that are small. A thing I got from my mother. I have to say she is way more into it than me.